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Every Year is a Surprise.
Tomorrow I turn 42. My head always has a bit of a hard time wrapping around the fact that I am another year older. I never expected to live past thirty. Shoot, I actually thought I wouldn’t make it past my 20’s, if I’m being totally honest. I remember being in Iraq and fully expecting… Read more
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A New Season: Letting God be My Frontman
Last year I had the very humbling honor to speak at a church in New York. The pastor was my early childhood pastor and he asked me to talk about my testimony. I honestly considered it a kind of one-off experience, something that was exciting and good but probably not going to my calling. After… Read more
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Do I Want to be Made Well?
When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well? John 5:6 The story of the man at the pool of Bethesda has always been a bit of a quandary for me. Like why did Jesus ask… Read more
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It’s Not About You
I sat in front of the computer for a minute trying to figure out what to write about. Alot has been going on and I could write about a variety of things. The title dropped into my heart with force . It’s not about you. God and I have really been working this out lately.… Read more
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Losing Control
I turned 40 this year and age really usually is just a number to me. But recently I’ve started noticing certain things that indicate I’m jumping headfirst into the dreaded perimeno-monster. Since I’m assuming some guys may read this, I won’t get to into certain symptoms. However, as a person who deals with bipolar disorder,… Read more
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God isn’t Afraid of My Feelings
My head feels like I’m slowly swimming through water. Oh the joys of working new meds out. Trying to gauge whether the benefits outweigh the damped down feeling. Maybe the feeling will go away as my body adjusts. Kind of like when I was on Seroquel, the first two weeks I would take them and… Read more
